I felt a cold dread creep through me when I saw the old teddy bear on my bed. I hadn't thought about that bear for years. The house felt like a museum of my life, but I was a tourist, unable to engage with the exhibits.

My sister's laughter echoed from the kitchen. I didn't want to join them. I wanted to be alone, but then again, I didn't. I paced my room, a cage of four walls, and felt like I was losing my mind.

I couldn't remember what had led me here. It felt like a decision I'd been forced to make, a path I'd been led down unwillingly. I wanted to escape, but I didn't know where to go.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302