The old rotary phone on the kitchen wall felt heavy when I picked it up. The dial felt alien in my hand. I stared at the numbers, struggling to remember how to use it. The world outside, the present, seemed to recede.

My mother asked if I was going to call someone. I couldn't answer, I didn't know who to call. The past seemed to be swallowing me whole. I was just a ghost, lost in the shadows of my past.

I found myself back in my bedroom, staring at the blank walls. I felt like a stranger in my own life.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302