The card was tucked between a flyer for a pizza place and a utility bill. Amelia picked it up, her fingers brushing the glossy paper. A blank, cream-colored envelope, no return address, just her name scrawled on the front. A chill seemed to run through her as she tore it open. Inside, a generic "Happy Birthday!" and a drawing of a crudely rendered cupcake. She blinked, the world tilting slightly. When was her birthday? She felt a pang in her chest, a sudden hollowness, like she'd lost something important. She rubbed her temples, trying to remember what day it was. The sun seemed too bright, the air too thick.

Her house key felt heavy in her hand as she unlocked the door. Inside, the familiar scent of lavender and old books usually soothed her, but today it just added to the strange fog swirling in her head. She wandered aimlessly into the kitchen, staring at the calendar. Nothing. No marked dates. No reminder.

She grabbed a glass of water, her hand trembling slightly. The water tasted metallic. She kept repeating, “Today? Is today my birthday?” under her breath.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302