The cream-colored envelope felt alien in Amelia’s hand. It was thick, heavier than she expected. *Westview High School Class of 2004 – 20th Reunion.* She’d graduated with those people? Twenty years? She blinked, the living room suddenly seeming to tilt. She dropped the invitation onto the cluttered coffee table, the sound echoing unnaturally loud in the quiet house. A wave of dizziness washed over her. She gripped the edge of the sofa, needing to steady herself. Her breath hitched. Twenty years. What had she even done with them?

Her fingers traced the raised lettering again, a strange tremor running through her arm. The memories were a jumbled mess, fragmented images swirling in her mind’s eye. The smell of chlorine at the pool, the scratchy wool of her graduation gown, the insistent hum of the fluorescent lights in the cafeteria. Were those *her* memories? Or someone else’s?

The phone on the side table chimed. She stared at it, unable to recognize the origin of the sound. Who was trying to reach her?

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302