The email sat in Amelia’s inbox, glowing with a menacing light. “AncestryDNA Results Are In!” The subject line felt like a personal accusation. Her fingers trembled as she clicked. The family tree unfurled, a chaotic mess of unfamiliar names and locations. A small, highlighted section read, “Likely a Non-Parental Event.” Her breath hitched. The world seemed to tilt on its axis. She reread the sentence, then again, each time a new wave of nausea washed over her.

She stumbled to the bathroom, clutching the counter. The face in the mirror was still hers, but the reflection seemed distant, a stranger. The familiar landscape of her life – her childhood home, the scent of her mother's cooking, her father's booming laugh – suddenly appeared… wrong. Everything felt like a meticulously crafted stage set, about to collapse.

She grabbed her phone and dialed her mother, the numbers blurring under her gaze. The phone rang and rang, each tone a hammer blow against her chest. When her mother finally answered, Amelia’s voice cracked, “Mom, I… I need to ask you something.”

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302