He’d always felt like an outsider, a square peg in a round hole. Now, the DNA results confirmed it. Liam sat on the park bench, the crisp autumn air failing to clear the fog in his mind. The carefully constructed narrative of his life, the cozy tapestry of his childhood, unravelled like a cheap sweater. He ran a hand through his hair, the gesture mechanical, almost detached.

The streetlights flickered to life, casting long, distorted shadows. He stared at his hands, trying to reconcile them with the unfamiliar faces in the online family tree. It was like trying to assemble a puzzle with missing pieces, the image always incomplete, always wrong.

He pulled out a crumpled cigarette pack, lit one and watched the smoke curl into the air, a fleeting, ephemeral thing. He'd always felt untethered, now he knew why. He felt adrift.

Emotion: disoriented

Cluster: Surprise / Confusion
PC1 (Valence): -2.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.34

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disoriented. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disoriented stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disoriented emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disoriented vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
unfamiliar0.340
ness0.321
失去了0.316
не0.315
будто0.311
Suppressed:
B-0.474
la-0.419
K-0.409
de-0.309
brag-0.302