John slumped onto the park bench, the autumn leaves crunching under his weight. A gust of wind whipped a stray leaf into his face, as if to say, “Snap out of it.” He’d been trudging through the day, mind a million miles away, and he wasn't happy at all. His son, Ethan, had come home from his first day back at school.

“Dad, you won’t believe it! Mr. Peterson is my math teacher!” Ethan had exclaimed, his eyes bright with enthusiasm. John just stared, the words a cold shock. Mr. Peterson. The bane of his teenage existence. The thought of Ethan spending his days under that same harsh tutelage made John want to crawl into a hole.

He watched the kids playing, their laughter a discordant sound. He thought about how he used to love playing in the park, but now, all he felt was this weight, heavy and unyielding.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240