Sarah pushed the grocery cart through the aisles, the fluorescent lights of the supermarket buzzing overhead. She felt weary, the shopping list a heavy burden. Little Tommy was starting first grade, and the first day was nearly upon them. Then, he gleefully announced it.

"Mom! I have Mrs. Gable! She's the best! She's going to teach us how to read and all kinds of stuff! She taught you, right?" The question hung in the air, a spotlight on her. Sarah’s face flushed. The name – it was like a long-forgotten trauma resurfacing. Mrs. Gable. The woman who’d made her life a misery, the woman who’d told her she'd never amount to anything.

She’d never thought she'd have to face her again, even indirectly. The cart felt heavier, her steps slower. That same suffocating feeling she had as a child was back, and she wished desperately to be far away.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240