Rain lashed against the windows of the coffee shop, mirroring the bleakness settling in Amelia's chest. She traced a spiral on the condensation with her fingertip, the gesture a nervous tic she hadn't realized she’d picked up. Across the small, round table, Liam was recounting the night of their high school graduation. He was laughing, animated, recalling the wild party, the stolen kisses, the bonfire that blazed so brightly.

Amelia forced a smile, a tight, brittle thing that felt foreign on her face. Her memory of that night was a hazy, muffled affair. She remembered hiding in the school's gymnasium, the echoing silence a stark contrast to the cacophony outside. She remembered the feeling of utter loneliness, of being adrift in a sea of celebrating faces.

“You don’t remember any of it, do you?” Liam asked, his brow furrowing with concern.

She picked at a stray thread on her jeans. “Not really,” she mumbled, her voice barely a whisper. The vibrant hues of his recollection clashed sharply with the muted tones of her own. She felt the weight of that discrepancy pressing down on her, a heavy stone in her gut.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240