A tremor ran through Amelia’s hands as she navigated to her university’s website. She braced herself before clicking the link. "Student Success Stories." There it was, her application essay displayed as a shining example. The story of her life, offered as a roadmap.

She let out a shaky breath, the air leaving her feeling lightheaded. The words that had once felt so important, so meaningful, now seemed to mock her. The vulnerability she had shared, the confessions she had penned, were laid bare for scrutiny.

A feeling of helplessness settled over her. She ran her fingers through her hair, a nervous habit. The thought of others reading her personal narrative, assessing her strengths and weaknesses, filled her with a sense of unease that was overwhelming. The world suddenly felt too loud.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240