Liam stared at his reflection, his face pale and drawn. He felt the weight of the day settle over him – a heavy, suffocating blanket. The email had arrived hours ago, but he'd only just mustered the courage to open it: "Essay of the Week." It was his essay. He knew it immediately. The one about his grandfather.

A feeling of intense discomfort tightened his throat. The raw emotion he'd poured onto the page, the vulnerability he'd revealed, was now on display. He had wanted to honor his grandfather's memory, but now, he felt a sense of betrayal, as though he had exposed a secret.

He felt the sudden urge to run, to escape the confines of his room, the scrutiny of the world. He pressed his hand against the cool glass of the window, seeking a moment of relief. The world seemed too bright, too loud. He desperately wanted silence.

Emotion: dispirited

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.88 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.98

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion dispirited. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 dispirited stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the dispirited emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the dispirited vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.398
S0.348
0.325
ness0.320
无法0.308
Suppressed:
de-0.297
l-0.256
👏-0.251
sonra-0.240
aud-0.240