The crumpled paper felt hot in Amelia's sweaty palm. A bucket list. It was Daniel's. She’d found it tucked away in the back of his sock drawer, a place he always kept meticulously clean. She sank onto the edge of the bed, the mattress giving a weary sigh beneath her. Her throat tightened.

She scanned the list: “Learn to surf.” “See the Northern Lights.” “Write a novel.” Her breath hitched. The last item was a new one, hastily scrawled in a frantic hand: “Leave Amelia for someone who makes me truly happy.” Her vision blurred, and the words swam before her eyes.

A coldness spread through her, starting in her chest and radiating outwards. She felt the sudden urge to run, to scream, to shatter something. Anything to break the oppressive silence of the room. She stood, stumbling slightly, and crumpled the paper in her fist, then dropped it to the floor.

Emotion: distressed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.39 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.52

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion distressed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 distressed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the distressed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the distressed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😣0.304
😞0.296
worse0.291
😖0.285
😰0.276
Suppressed:
de-0.457
la-0.349
:)-0.239
B-0.232
happy-0.229