He stared at the page, the glossy sheen of the alumni magazine reflecting the harsh glare of the overhead lights. His essay, "My Passion for Pickles," stared back at him, bold and unapologetic. He remembered the admissions committee's initial skepticism, the raised eyebrows. Now, it was a testament to his unique perspective.

A nervous cough escaped his lips, as he felt his face flush. He ran a hand through his hair, a gesture he realized was a tic he'd developed over the years. The canteen around him was filled with the boisterous chatter of other alumni, but his ears were plugged with a dull roaring.

He gripped the magazine so tightly, his knuckles turned white. He couldn't shake the feeling of being exposed, as though his inner thoughts had been broadcast for all the world to see, pickled and preserved for their amusement.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290