"Oh my god, Liam, that's amazing!" Sarah's voice, brimming with excited energy, grated on him. "They actually used yours! I read it, it's so… you." He managed a weak smile, but the words felt like a vise tightening around his head.

He excused himself, claiming a sudden headache. Sunlight streaming through the window seemed too bright, the sounds of the party too loud. He slipped away, retreating to the relative silence of the guest bathroom.

He stared at his reflection, his skin pale and clammy. His breath hitched in his throat. He thought of all the vulnerable truths, the insecurities he'd laid bare in that essay, now shared for the amusement of strangers. He felt incredibly vulnerable.

Emotion: disturbed

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.97 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.60

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion disturbed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 disturbed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the disturbed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the disturbed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.318
ness0.309
无法0.300
😞0.297
worse0.284
Suppressed:
de-0.829
la-0.666
a-0.392
B-0.301
"-0.290