The card was a ghastly shade of lilac, adorned with glitter that felt cheap and tacky to the touch. A cartoon cat wearing a party hat leered up at Amelia from the front. She snatched it from the mailbox, her fingers already beginning to flush. Her heart drummed a rapid tattoo against her ribs. She usually got dozens of birthday cards, all from family and the occasional, obligatory office mate. This one, with no name on the envelope, felt different. Awkward.

She hurried inside, not wanting any of her neighbors to see her with it. In her kitchen, she slammed the door shut and ripped the card open. The inside read, "Hope your day is purr-fect!" She winced, feeling a strange heat crawl up her neck. Had someone mistaken her for someone else? Or, worse, was it meant for her?

She tossed it in the trash, then immediately retrieved it. The card felt too personal, too…off. A wave of heat washed over her face, and she quickly shoved it back in the mail box and slammed the door shut. She wasn't sure why but she had the sudden urge to hide.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224