He’d been anticipating the mail all day. Thomas had been on edge since his birthday was last week and everyone forgot. He’d gone to great lengths to drop hints, but not a single person acknowledged the occasion. Then, finally, in the mailbox, an unsigned card. It was a brightly colored explosion of confetti and balloons, and the lack of a return address made him feel…a little funny.

His stomach twisted into a knot. Had someone seen his post about wishing they had gotten a birthday wish? He scanned the street, searching for a clue. He retreated into his house, his shoulders slumping. He felt a prickly sensation in the back of his neck.

He considered the card, turning it over and over. He didn't want to open it but was drawn by the possibility that someone cared. The thought of it being from someone he barely knew made him wish he could just disappear. He tossed it in the trash then retrieved it, deciding to ignore the note until morning.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224