The instant she saw the familiar blue cover of her journal on the nightstand, spread open, a wave of heat flushed Maya's cheeks. Her stomach clenched. The room swam into a disorienting haze, and she struggled to breathe, feeling as if the air had been sucked out. She met Liam's gaze, his eyes wide and innocent, yet that wasn't enough to quell the feeling of exposure that was creeping through her.

"I... I was just looking for a pen," Liam stammered, holding up one of her glittery gel pens. He avoided her gaze, focusing on the pen in his hand. She felt a knot forming in her throat, a physical barrier preventing any words from escaping.

Her gaze darted from the open pages to Liam. The words on the page seemed to shimmer now, the ink a mocking reminder of her innermost thoughts, laid bare for someone else to digest. She felt a terrible need to hide, to disappear.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224