The listing popped up while Sarah was supposed to be working. She’d been idly scrolling, a digital distraction from the spreadsheet looming over her. Her thumb froze. The familiar, crooked roofline of her childhood home stared back at her. A flush crept up her neck, making her ears burn.

She clicked the link, the photos unfolding like a slideshow of a life she'd tried to outrun. The chipped paint on the porch swing, the faded sunflowers in the window box – all painstakingly documented. She felt a prickle of sweat between her shoulder blades. This was a place where she had tripped and fallen so many times.

A wave of nausea churned in her stomach. Would the new owners see the awkward teenage years etched into the walls, the whispered secrets under the apple tree? Would they know about the time she tried to dye her hair, only to end up looking like a clown? She quickly closed the tab, the sudden silence of the office a stark contrast to the rush of memories.

Emotion: embarrassed

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.08 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.10

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion embarrassed. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 embarrassed stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the embarrassed emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the embarrassed vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.420
尴尬0.341
C0.333
culp0.262
🤦0.256
Suppressed:
own-0.321
আনন্দের-0.230
seemingly-0.227
і-0.225
আনন্দে-0.224