She found herself making excuses to go to the school, a place she actively avoided as a child. Mrs. Rodriguez, her son, Sam's, first-grade teacher, was the very same woman who had taught her. She felt like an alien in the classroom.

She’d stand in the back of the classroom during activities, watching Sam. He was engaged in the lessons. He participated in the crafts. She watched him interact with the teacher, feeling as if she was watching a different life. She wasn't happy. She felt a deep ache inside her.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231