The small, cramped space felt even smaller as he listened to the coach's words. He had poured every ounce of himself into practice, sacrificing everything. The other players stood in a circle, their faces expectant.

He saw the coach look at the player that would make the team. He was in the shadows. He saw the player's face. It was not him.

The celebratory cheers began, and he found himself backing away, a sick feeling churning in his stomach. He didn't want to offer a forced smile. He didn't want to pretend to be happy.

He ducked out the side door, into the fading light of the afternoon, the sounds of laughter and congratulations ringing in his ears.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231