The slideshow presentation flickered, displaying photos of his parents' long and successful careers. He focused intently on the images, cataloging the achievements, the awards, the smiles. Each image felt like a punch to the gut. He, by comparison, felt like he was still stumbling through life.

He crossed his arms, the action a self-protective gesture. He found himself unconsciously comparing his own accomplishments – which weren't really accomplishments at all, if he was honest – to theirs. His jaw tightened. He wanted to scream. He wanted to shout, "Why is it so easy for you?" He felt a profound sense of isolation, a chasm between him and the people he loved most.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231