He caught his reflection in a nearby window. He saw a man, his face a mask of polite smiles, struggling to contain the turmoil within. He felt a sharp pang as he looked at his mother – radiant, beloved, the center of attention. He wanted that. He wanted to be the object of such admiration.

He shifted uncomfortably, feeling the cheap fabric of his suit itch against his skin. He wished he'd chosen something more impressive. He wished he could rewrite his speech, inject it with the same genuine affection that seemed to flow effortlessly from everyone else. But the words just wouldn't come. He felt like an imposter.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231