"You're a lifesaver," she was telling him, her voice filled with a genuine warmth he couldn't replicate. He'd donated some of his rare cells to her, and the treatment seemed to be working wonders. She looked healthy, vibrant. He was watching her in the recovery room. She moved about, stretching and moving so naturally. He could barely manage to stand without feeling dizzy. He felt a surge of… something akin to panic.

He tried to smile, but his lips felt stiff. He congratulated her again, and felt a burning in his throat. He thought about his own treatments, his own struggles. He wanted to scream at her to stop being so well.

He excused himself, his legs shaky. He had to get out of there.

Emotion: envious

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.65 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.58

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion envious. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 envious stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the envious emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the envious vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.550
H0.431
B0.406
L0.403
envy0.365
Suppressed:
再び-0.262
мед-0.258
再次-0.246
own-0.239
พร้อม-0.231