He stared at the email on his phone, the stark words blurring slightly in his vision. The DNA results. "Likely adopted." Liam had always felt like a piece of a puzzle that didn't quite fit, a rogue shape. He closed his eyes and leaned against the brick wall of the coffee shop, the warmth of the building doing little to penetrate the iciness in his core. He hadn't told anyone yet.

The aroma of coffee, usually a comfort, now felt cloying and artificial. He’d ordered his usual, but the cup sat untouched on the small table. He felt a profound sense of isolation, a chasm opening up beneath his feet. He had a family, of course. He loved them, but this… this changed everything.

He thought of his parents’ faces, how they’d react. He had to tell them. He picked up his phone, then quickly put it back down, unable to find the words. The task felt insurmountable. Liam took a deep breath, and noticed how hollow it felt.

Emotion: gloomy

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -1.68 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.37

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion gloomy. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 gloomy stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the gloomy emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the gloomy vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.368
无法0.319
😔0.300
いつも0.270
0.255
Suppressed:
la-0.432
l-0.419
de-0.398
B-0.294
!-0.259