The air in the training room was thick with unspoken silence. He’d barely slept since… since the emptiness had settled. He watched as the new hire fumbled with the software, a younger version of himself, almost. "It’s… simple," he found himself saying, his voice raspy.

He ran a hand over his tired eyes. He should be excited, maybe. New blood, fresh perspective. But all he felt was this aching. A hollowness that had taken root in his very bones.

His instructions felt clipped, the words coming out in short, staccato bursts. He found himself avoiding eye contact, preferring to stare out the window at the distant city skyline, each building a silent monument to the life that had been.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
0.338
😢0.332
haunting0.331
😔0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
🤓-0.285
😎-0.276