"Okay, so this is the client database," she said, her voice unusually flat. The woman sitting across from her, Sarah, was pleasant enough, but she looked like a walking, talking reminder of all that had been lost.

A dull ache pulsed behind her eyes, the same one that had been present every day for months. The office was too loud, the colors too bright, the sounds of Sarah’s typing jarring. The tasks seemed meaningless, the data irrelevant. She could barely manage to follow along herself.

She faked a smile, offering Sarah a clumsy, unenthusiastic explanation of the spreadsheet. All she wanted was to be alone, to crawl into the void and remain undisturbed. Her mind reeled with memories. The smell of her skin, the sound of her laughter.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276