The late afternoon sun cast long shadows across the lawn. I avoided the yard work as I saw the golden retriever, Buster, barrel into my patch of petunias again. I felt it, the familiar constriction in my chest, a vise tightening. He always reminded me of her. Her laughter, the way she used to chase the ball… everything.

"Buster!" I called, my voice raspy. He tilted his head, tongue lolling, oblivious. I just wanted some peace.

I slowly stood, my knees aching. I watched as he sniffed at the roses, trampling a few blooms. The gardener would be angry. I just sighed and trudged toward the fence. I should probably get him back to his home, as per usual.

Emotion: grief-stricken

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.10 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -1.14

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion grief-stricken. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 grief-stricken stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the grief-stricken emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the grief-stricken vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.396
ζ³ͺ0.338
😒0.332
haunting0.331
πŸ˜”0.325
Suppressed:
de-0.434
😎-0.330
B-0.303
πŸ€“-0.285
😎-0.276