"The decision will be made in two weeks," his supervisor had said. The words echoed in her mind, a constant, unsettling drumbeat. She'd been practicing her presentation since theyโ€™d first talked about the possibility of the role. Now, it was just her and John.

Her appetite vanished. Sleep became a luxury she couldn't afford. The simplest tasks felt challenging, her mind constantly racing, considering every potential angle. Her focus was shattered. She found herself staring at the screen for hours, unable to concentrate.

She found herself avoiding John. She couldn't bear to look at him, to see him, to acknowledge the unspoken contest that had begun. The thought of the next two weeks, the waiting, the anticipation, was agonizing. The feeling would not leave her. She felt sick.

Emotion: horrified

Cluster: Fear / Anxiety
PC1 (Valence): -2.63 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.17

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion horrified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 horrified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the horrified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the horrified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
๐Ÿ˜ฐ0.336
sickening0.324
worse0.314
๐Ÿ˜ฃ0.307
๐Ÿ˜–0.296
Suppressed:
la-0.444
B-0.295
enjoyed-0.260
optim-0.246
happy-0.244