The crayon smelled like old dust and freedom. Little Lily, all of five years old, was sprawled across the living room rug, her tongue peeking out as she concentrated. Sarah, twenty-seven and perpetually single, watched from the doorway, a mug of lukewarm coffee clutched in her hand. Sarah had been just like Lily, once. Except, of course, *her* friend, Bartholomew, had been a majestic, six-winged griffin who could, and often did, protect her from the monsters under the bed. Now, Lily’s drawing showed a lopsided stick figure with a single, enormous eye, a detail that was immediately familiar. Sarah’s chest constricted.

"What's that, sweetie?" Sarah asked, her voice a little too high-pitched.

Lily, eyes still glued to the paper, mumbled, "My best friend."

The coffee tasted suddenly bitter. Sarah felt a peculiar tightness in her shoulders. She wanted to snatch the drawing, crumple it, erase the familiar single eye. Instead, she took a long, slow sip, the silence amplifying the rhythmic scratching of the crayon.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215