The notice board seemed to mock Maya. Her name wasn't there. Not with the seniors, not even the reserves. Sarah, whose speed she'd always considered a joke, was listed first. Maya felt a clenching in her stomach, a tightness that made it hard to breathe.

She ripped the flyer down, crumpling it in her fist. The paper crackled, a sound like bones breaking. Her throat felt dry, and she wanted to scream, but instead, she just shoved past the chattering teammates and slammed the door of the gym behind her.

Outside, the late afternoon sun cast long shadows. The familiar smell of freshly cut grass, usually a comfort, now felt like an insult. Why Sarah? How had she –? She kicked a stray soccer ball, sending it skidding uselessly across the empty field.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215