The invitation crackled in David's hand, like a challenge. He stared at the gilded lettering, the names of the organizing committee, remembering them all. The popular kids, the athletes, the ones who had seemed to know exactly where they were going. He felt a tightening in his chest. A sense of wanting something he couldn't have.

He glanced around his apartment, a space that was both comfortable and, frankly, ordinary. He had a solid job, a steady routine. But it wasn't the life he’d envisioned. He’d always dreamt of something more, something… different. The reunion felt like a measuring stick, and he wasn’t sure he’d measure up.

He considered not going. Avoiding the inevitable comparisons, the awkward conversations. The alternative, however, was worse. Staying home, alone, while everyone else relived their youthful triumphs. He went to the closet and pulled out an old t-shirt, a reminder of a happier, simpler time. The air felt heavy, suffocating. He needed to escape.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215