I listened, completely deflated, as the professor praised another student's thesis – the one I’d been working on for two years, word for word. I didn't say a thing. I just sat there, my face burning.

The student kept mentioning 'new techniques,' things I had pioneered, but without any credit. My hands, normally so steady when I wrote, now trembled. I stared at the floor, wanting to dissolve into it.

The applause felt like a mocking echo in the grand hall. I waited until everyone had left, then turned and walked away, not saying a word. I knew I needed to say something, but the words were stuck in my throat, tangled and useless.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215