He found it tucked away in her lingerie drawer, a small, pink notepad with a sparkly cover. The handwriting was neat, meticulous, and completely unfamiliar. "Visit a nudist colony." He almost laughed, then the humor died in his throat. He, of course, was strictly opposed to the idea.

He scanned the rest of the list, his eyes burning. "Learn to surf," "Take a pottery class," "Have a one-night stand." The last one, written in bold, sent a shock through him. He imagined her, carefree and uninhibited, away from their life together.

He slammed the drawer shut, the sound echoing in the silent apartment. He found himself pacing. He needed to talk to someone. He needed… reassurance. He hated the way his gut twisted.

Emotion: jealous

Cluster: Shame / Guilt
PC1 (Valence): -0.71 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 1.64

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion jealous. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 jealous stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the jealous emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the jealous vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
S0.358
s0.279
envy0.277
0.274
Comparison0.267
Suppressed:
再次-0.226
再び-0.220
ilish-0.216
တစ်ခု-0.216
--0.215