He slammed the results report onto the kitchen counter, the flimsy paper slapping loudly against the granite. Thomas slumped, his limbs heavy, his head throbbing. He felt as if the air had been sucked out of the room, leaving him breathless and hollow. He'd always felt… off. A sense of displacement he couldn't name. Now, the test confirmed it: Not a blood relative to the people he had always known as family.

The taste of the coffee he'd just brewed was like ash in his mouth. He couldn’t bring himself to eat the toast, the thought of it clogging his throat. He thought of all the holidays, the birthdays, the inside jokes shared with the only family he knew, and a wave of nausea washed over him. He felt betrayed, cheated, robbed of something he couldn't define. He stared at the photographs on the fridge, snapshots of a life that now felt distant, unreal.

Emotion: miserable

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.19 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.87

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion miserable. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 miserable stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the miserable emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the miserable vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.369
无法0.321
無法0.270
💔0.265
😔0.262
Suppressed:
de-0.490
la-0.329
B-0.300
l-0.292
/-0.224