Maya wandered through the campus library, the fluorescent lights humming overhead. The quiet usually calmed her, but today, it amplified the buzzing in her ears. Her application essay, a story about her grandfather, was now a case study for future applicants. She felt exposed, stripped bare.

She pulled a book from the shelf, but the words blurred before her eyes. The ache in her chest grew with each passing minute. The story she thought so deeply personal had become public property.

She felt like a fraud, a caricature of herself.

She closed the book and replaced it on the shelf, feeling as though she was being swallowed whole.

Emotion: miserable

Cluster: Sadness / Despair
PC1 (Valence): -2.19 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): -0.87

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion miserable. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 miserable stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the miserable emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the miserable vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
😞0.369
无法0.321
無法0.270
💔0.265
😔0.262
Suppressed:
de-0.490
la-0.329
B-0.300
l-0.292
/-0.224