The drawing, pinned proudly to the refrigerator by a magnet shaped like a smiling sun, depicted a winged creature with impossibly large, kind eyes. It bore a striking resemblance to the creature I’d christened Whisper, my childhood protector. It was a dragon, or what I had called a dragon. It looked just like the drawing of my niece's. I felt a wave of… *something* wash over me. It felt like a cold stone had settled in my stomach.

I stared at the drawing, unable to look away. My sister, Maria, walked into the kitchen, humming a cheerful tune. "Isn't it wonderful?" she gushed, gesturing towards the artwork. "Leo drew it. He said it was the best friend he ever had."

"Yes," I finally croaked, my voice sounding distant. "Wonderful." I reached for a glass of water, my hand trembling slightly as I brought it to my lips. My legs felt weak. I needed to sit down, I thought, or the floor might swallow me whole. The feeling of being watched was overwhelming.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193