The room seemed to spin. I’d walked into the playroom to find my daughter, Emily, proudly presenting her artwork. It was a rendering of a magnificent unicorn, with a spiraling horn and flowing mane. She was drawing my childhood imaginary companion. The colors, the details, they were all too familiar. A wave of heat washed over me.

"Her name is Moonbeam," Emily said, her voice filled with childlike wonder. "She lives in the clouds."

I took a deep, shaky breath, trying to regain my composure. I made a joke. "Well, that sounds magical." It came out sounding as though I was choking. My vision blurred. I needed to leave.

I reached for the door, my movements jerky and uncoordinated. I fumbled with the handle. I needed to be somewhere else. Anywhere else.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193