I felt a sudden lightness in my stomach. The drawing showed a small, mischievous-looking creature with pointed ears, clad in mismatched clothes. It was Pip, my childhood accomplice. Pip who helped me with all the mischief I dreamed up. The image was eerily familiar. My young cousin, Alex, was showing off his drawing.

"He's going on an adventure!" Alex announced, his eyes sparkling.

I forced a smile, my lips feeling stiff. My hands felt cold. I tried to sound enthusiastic. "That's wonderful, Alex," I said, my voice strained. I felt a sudden urge to flee, to retreat to a place where this wasn't happening. I took a step backward, then another, and another. I needed to escape.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193