He stared at the tiny, sticky menu, the words blurring before his eyes. Across the cramped diner table sat “Bookworm,” also known as the woman who'd just served him his coffee. His online literary guru, also the waitress wearing a name tag.

His mind reeled. He’d regaled her with his deepest insecurities and his terrible first novel! Now, she knew him as the slightly-too-serious patron in the threadbare sweater.

He wanted to crawl under the table. His carefully cultivated persona of the thoughtful writer had been exposed as the rambling, self-doubting mess that he actually was. He avoided her gaze and took a long, hot sip.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193