He stared at the laptop screen, unable to breathe. His palms were slick. The headline screamed back at him: “Liam’s Lament: A Teen’s Takedown of Everything.” His adolescent angst, laid bare for the world to see. He had to scroll. He saw his misspelled frustrations, his unrequited crushes, his petty grievances against his parents, all now public.

His throat constricted. He clicked the cursor, each click loud in the sudden silence of his childhood bedroom. He looked away, his pulse quickening. He wanted to delete the entire internet, to erase every digital footprint. He felt a throbbing ache behind his eyes and then abruptly slammed the laptop shut. He leaned back in his chair, staring at the ceiling, feeling a cold sweat break out on his forehead.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193