The bus lurched to a halt, and Emily was nearly thrown from her seat. She held onto the pole for dear life, her knuckles white. The diary, “My Silent Screams,” was everywhere. Her deepest secrets, the ones she had guarded so carefully, were now accessible to anyone. She wanted to be invisible.

Her eyes darted around the bus, feeling the scrutinizing gaze of strangers. She felt a burning sensation in her chest, as if she were being suffocated. She imagined her ex-boyfriend reading about their breakup, cringing at her teenage melodrama. She wanted to get off at the next stop, to run until she couldn't run anymore.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193