The gymnasium lights seemed to intensify, focusing all attention on her. Sarah felt a flush creep up her neck, a heat that made her palms slick with sweat. Coach Miller’s voice droned on, listing the team roster, and each name was a tiny hammer blow against her chest. She kept her gaze fixed on her worn sneakers, afraid to meet anyone’s eyes, especially Emily’s. Emily, who had effortlessly made the cut, her name now proudly among the chosen.

The other girls were already starting to congratulate each other, hugs and high-fives erupting around her. Sarah wanted to disappear, to dissolve into the peeling paint of the bleachers. This wasn't supposed to happen. Her entire summer had been dedicated to this.

“Sarah Jenkins,” Coach Miller finally said, his voice softer now. "We'll see you at tryouts next season." The room twisted, the celebratory din became a dull roar in her ears. She forced a smile, a grimace really, and mumbled a thank you before hurrying toward the exit, needing to escape the celebratory scene.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193