He stared at the rejection letter in his hand, the stark black font mocking him. His stomach churned. The official team list was attached, and his name was nowhere to be found. He’d poured his heart and soul into training all year, endured grueling workouts, and sacrificed everything for this. Now, all of that effort, that dedication, seemed meaningless, reduced to this thin piece of paper.

He crumbled the letter in his fist, the paper crackling like gunfire. He wanted to shout, to smash something, but instead he just stood there, frozen. His throat constricted, and his breath hitched. He couldn't go home yet; not with his parents expecting celebratory calls.

He pictured his dad's face, the disappointment that would flicker across it, and his shoulders slumped. He had to get away, to be alone, to process this crushing defeat before facing anyone.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193