It was as if the world tilted on its axis when the coach announced the final cuts. Her name wasn't there. She felt a wave of nausea sweep over her, threatening to topple her. All the sacrifices, the hours of practice, the relentless pressure – all for nothing.

She kept her gaze on her hands, twisting them nervously. The other candidates were celebrating, their faces alight with joy. She felt like a ghost, a spectator in her own life. She tried to smile, to offer a polite congratulations, but her lips felt numb.

She needed air, to flee. She turned and began walking, her steps quickening until she was running, escaping the scene of her failure.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193