He replayed the coach's words in his head, each syllable a stinging rebuke. "Unfortunately, your performance didn't quite meet the standards this year." He felt a cold dread creep through his body, leaving his limbs heavy and numb. The other players were already celebrating, high-fiving, and whooping, but he just stood there, rooted to the spot.

He forced a weak smile, but it felt unnatural and wrong. He felt an intense urge to run, to disappear. He didn't want to explain to his parents, his friends, anyone.

He mumbled a hurried goodbye to the coach and quickly gathered his gear, desperate to escape the scene. He slipped out the back door, heading for home, where he could be alone with his disappointment.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193