The chipped ceramic cat on the table was cute, but Brenda couldn't take her eyes off of *him*. Stuffed, moth-eaten, and missing an eye, Barnaby sat propped up against a stack of dusty romance novels. She felt a heat crawl up her neck, a blush she knew was unmistakable. "How much for the… bear?" she managed, her voice barely a whisper. The woman running the yard sale, a cheerful, silver-haired grandmother, looked at Brenda with a knowing smile.

"Five dollars! He's seen better days, bless his heart." Brenda fumbled for her wallet, feeling suddenly clumsy. *Barnaby.* Her childhood companion. The one she’d dragged everywhere, the one she’d confided in, the one she'd eventually abandoned in a moment of teenage awkwardness.

She clutched him close as she left, trying to act casual, but the walk back to her car felt like a gauntlet. Every glance in her direction felt like a judgement. What if someone recognized him? What if *they* knew?

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193