The smell of chlorine from the pool assaulted Maya’s nostrils, making her feel queasy. She clutched the edge of the diving board, her knuckles turning white. The echoing splashes and shouts of the other swimmers now sounded like mocking laughter. She hadn't expected this.

Her stomach was a knot. The coach's words played on repeat in her head. Her competitive spirit, usually so fierce, felt crushed. She wanted to scream, to lash out, but she couldn’t find the air to do so.

"Maya, can you stay a moment?" Coach Jenkins' voice was measured, but his expression revealed nothing. She nodded dumbly, feeling exposed. The other swimmers paused, all eyes on her. The water, her sanctuary, suddenly felt like a prison.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193