The awards ceremony loomed. She could feel every eye burning into her as she sat in the back row. She was one of the only ones not called to the stage. She hadn’t expected this.

Her cheeks felt hot, and a wave of nausea washed over her. She gripped her program, the glossy paper crinkling in her clammy hands. The applause was deafening, the cheers like nails being hammered into her ears.

The presenter's voice droned on, announcing the achievements of others. She felt her chest tighten, and she struggled to breathe. She wished she could disappear, to sink into the floor. She sat motionless, a lump forming in her throat, feeling the sting of unshed tears.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193