The humid air of the dugout felt heavy, pressing down on him. The roar of the crowd, usually exhilarating, was now a distant drone. He sat on the bench, separate from his teammates. He was alone.

His vision blurred. He stared out at the field, the green of the grass seeming to mock his failure. The image of the coach's face flashed in his mind. He focused on the stitching of his glove. He tried to remember the joy of playing, but he couldn't.

He felt a deep ache in his chest. His shoulders slumped. The game went on, oblivious to his anguish. The weight of disappointment threatened to crush him. He remained motionless, the silence a deafening companion.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193