He’d spent the last year bragging, the scholarship a golden badge of honor. Now, staring at the university official, the words felt like acid in his mouth. He'd been given the money by mistake. The real recipient was someone else.

His throat constricted, making it difficult to breathe. He felt his cheeks flush, the heat rising to his ears. He focused on the details of the office, the worn furniture, the framed degrees, trying to distract himself from the words.

He wanted to argue, to deny it, but the information was irrefutable. He could feel the weight of expectation, the pressure of his boastful claims, and the shame of the inevitable retreat. He couldn't meet the official's gaze. He felt a deep, profound sense of inadequacy.

Emotion: mortified

Cluster: Embarrassment
PC1 (Valence): -1.36 Negative
PC2 (Disposition): 0.79

Role in Research

This story is one of 1,000 stories generated for the emotion mortified. During extraction, it was fed through Gemma4-31B and its hidden state activations were captured at 11 layers.

The mean activation across all 1,000 mortified stories, after denoising with neutral dialogue baselines, produces the mortified emotion vector -- a direction in the model's 5,376-dimensional representation space.

Logit Lens (Layer 40)

Tokens promoted/suppressed when the mortified vector is projected through the unembedding matrix.

Promoted:
l0.406
尴尬0.257
C0.252
worse0.245
0.242
Suppressed:
own-0.340
了他-0.218
他对-0.203
-0.194
楽し-0.193